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Apr. 29th, 2013 05:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
urbpanI'm encountering some resistance in my own ability to be creative. I'm mostly talking about this blog, but also in other parts of my life. I want to have been creative, but I don't want to muster the energy to be creative.
I want to post here, to get the sweet sweet rush of comments. Facebook and Twitter are like m&ms--you do a little, get an instant response--it's not usually a very deep or helpful response, but it's something. When I post here it's a bigger risk: if there's no comments it's heartbreaking, but if there are comments it's usually amazing.
I have pictures I haven't posted yet from my vacation (really) but I'm worried that anyone reading this is sick of my vacation pictures, and it looks like I'm gloating that I get to go to the Caribbean. I need to kind of get over myself and shake off the funk, just do the thing that I do and move on to doing the next thing I do. I guess I forgot that getting your shit together is a daily process and haven't been putting in the daily effort as much as I should have been. I also always feel a little low after begging for money on LiveJournal--it isn't FOR that! Sorry.
I'm going to do an Urban Nature Walk this Sunday on the Riverway, where the Studios Without Walls art show is up for a couple weeks. Anyone reading this is welcome to meet us by the Longwood stop on the D line and enjoy the art and nature there. It should recharge the old batteries.
I want to post here, to get the sweet sweet rush of comments. Facebook and Twitter are like m&ms--you do a little, get an instant response--it's not usually a very deep or helpful response, but it's something. When I post here it's a bigger risk: if there's no comments it's heartbreaking, but if there are comments it's usually amazing.
I have pictures I haven't posted yet from my vacation (really) but I'm worried that anyone reading this is sick of my vacation pictures, and it looks like I'm gloating that I get to go to the Caribbean. I need to kind of get over myself and shake off the funk, just do the thing that I do and move on to doing the next thing I do. I guess I forgot that getting your shit together is a daily process and haven't been putting in the daily effort as much as I should have been. I also always feel a little low after begging for money on LiveJournal--it isn't FOR that! Sorry.
I'm going to do an Urban Nature Walk this Sunday on the Riverway, where the Studios Without Walls art show is up for a couple weeks. Anyone reading this is welcome to meet us by the Longwood stop on the D line and enjoy the art and nature there. It should recharge the old batteries.
