urbpan: (dandelion)
Putting my May schedule here for your amusement and my convenience:

May first: Doctor Appointment
May 2nd: New Puppy arrives / Mushroom class
May 3rd: I told the mushroom class people that I couldn’t do May 3rd for some reason but I don’t know why.
May 5th: Zoo New England Bowling for Rhinos (Main current source of stress)
May 9th: Gilmour Ride (10 mile bike ride)
May 9th: Zootopia (I have to dress in a suit and socialize with big money donors)
May 16th: Roger Williams Park Zoo Bowling for Rhinos
May 17th: Mastodon concert (If I go to this I am guaranteeing that I will get sick again)
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My birthday is next Friday. I like celebrating my birthday, but I don't like going out to restaurants/movies/etc on Fridays because everyone else is out there and I'm avoiding them. I was thinking of celebrating on Sunday by going to Flann O'Brien's for brunch, but we will have a new foster puppy then and everything is going to require 2 extra steps of planning to do anything. Maybe I should invite a couple friends over to watch a movie in my basement?

Update

Jun. 18th, 2013 12:17 pm
urbpan: (dandelion)
So last Friday we tested to see if my laptop is one of those ones that works faster with the electronics immersed in coffee, but it was not to be. So I'm updating from work, and doing most of my internet via phone. So the main thing I use my computer for--uploading pics and sharing them on livejournal--is on hold for the time being.

Also I have stye on my eyelid, and I am assured that both of these things are temporary and will fade into distant memory, with plenty of time for me to enjoy my life until the sun consumes the earth.
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I'm encountering some resistance in my own ability to be creative. I'm mostly talking about this blog, but also in other parts of my life. I want to have been creative, but I don't want to muster the energy to be creative.

I want to post here, to get the sweet sweet rush of comments. Facebook and Twitter are like m&ms--you do a little, get an instant response--it's not usually a very deep or helpful response, but it's something. When I post here it's a bigger risk: if there's no comments it's heartbreaking, but if there are comments it's usually amazing.

I have pictures I haven't posted yet from my vacation (really) but I'm worried that anyone reading this is sick of my vacation pictures, and it looks like I'm gloating that I get to go to the Caribbean. I need to kind of get over myself and shake off the funk, just do the thing that I do and move on to doing the next thing I do. I guess I forgot that getting your shit together is a daily process and haven't been putting in the daily effort as much as I should have been. I also always feel a little low after begging for money on LiveJournal--it isn't FOR that! Sorry.

I'm going to do an Urban Nature Walk this Sunday on the Riverway, where the Studios Without Walls art show is up for a couple weeks. Anyone reading this is welcome to meet us by the Longwood stop on the D line and enjoy the art and nature there. It should recharge the old batteries.
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On Thanksgiving day, Alexis and I picked up our friends in Somerville and took them to our other friend's house in Salem. Charlie and Turtle were also in attendance.

thanksgiving story )
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Okay, I've found just about every possible way to procrastinate, now my life is taking over for me. I can't record the podcast tonight (friend coming over), tomorrow through Saturday (events happening kind of constantly), and I want to be fresh and loquacious for this thing (he means caffeinated). If I say it here then I can't go back on it without public shame, which is so much more effective a motivator than private shame.

This Sunday at 10 a.m., after having a shot of espresso, I will record episode 1 of the Species of Least Concern podcast. I will upload it as soon as technologically possible and make it available either Sunday or Monday, depending on technology and my ineptitude with it. Then from now on that will be my regular time to record the podcast (may have to move it earlier if I start doing Urban Nature Walks again) every week.

I may fail or I may succeed, but I won't have the benefit of either experience if I don't try.
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I've lost some enthusiasm for my livejournal projects, I think. Maybe it was the break during vacation, or how busy my life in meatspace is about to become/is becoming. Maybe I've lost my mojo.
Seeing pictures of myself in a bathing suit was pretty depressing. I feel like Cathy (the comic strip character). I've started tracking my food intake again, which by itself causes a change in behavior. My will-power gets better when I think about having to write down each donut.
Read more... )

Spring is amazing and beautiful and overwhelming. All the migratory songbirds are back. This weekend Alexis is going to try to photograph some warblers. Better, more coherent post later, I hope.
urbpan: (marchfirst2005blizzard)
This is setting up to be a tremendously horrible day. NO! A little perspective: the family is healthy, the dogs are healthy, the friends are mostly healthy. It's just the goddamned car, which, after 3 short years of it being in my life, has somehow become something i can't do without. I'd switch back to riding my bike right now, but it's not in rideable condition, and the roads are still covered with goddamned snow. I need to look at this, to chill me out:



Ahhh. That's better. If I had a working car I'd take him out for a walk in the snowy woods!
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For some reason I didn't notice until just now that the Portland Zoo insect keeper job is a temporary (May-September) position only. It would be idiotic to leave my wife for a year for a temporary job (considering that it would be pretty hard to get another one at the end of it) so I'm going to let my anxiety about writing a cover letter go. That feels pretty good. Plus, if they hire a new insect keeper every year, I can try again next year, right?

The predictions for tomorrow's snow keep going up. Apparently Boston Public Schools are already canceled for the day. We have a Big Deal thing happening in my department at work, but it involves bringing in outside people, who probably won't want to drive in a foot of snow to get to the zoo. I should figure out which things are causing the most anxiety and do what I can to alleviate them. I think it's the Pest Control Class, followed by the emcee gig. The class involves modifying the existing powerpoint, which isn't something I've done before. I know it's a pretty easy program to use, I just have to take a whack at it, and do some run-throughs to see how it looks.

The emcee thing, well, what can I do? Write jokes? The zookeepers are getting excited about their group outfits; I find the enthusiasm a little intimidating. Will my role fit in with the zeitgeist of the night? Good lord, the things I find to get anxious about.

Today

Nov. 4th, 2008 05:43 am
urbpan: (All Suffering SOON TO END!)
This was never going to be an easy day, but if I don't find my car keys somewhere in the 4 acre dog park where I dropped them, it's going to be a royal pain in the ass.  There's somehow getting to work, being horribly busy at work, then somehow getting home, then the expected lines at the voting places, then there's the fact that I bought beer and whiskey yesterday and it's locked in my trunk.  As soon as there is enough light out (sunrise is at 6:22--I have to be at work at 7) I'm going over there to look.  Last night Alexis and I looked in the dark.  I've never needed a drink (or an Atavan) as badly in my life. 

OBLIGATORY ELECTION DAY NAGGING:

If you can vote in the US election today, do it.  I'm sure I'm the first to tell you this.  Californians especially need to vote down question 8 (or prop 8 or the "we hate fags" amendment or whatever they're calling it) for the sake of the state's reputation as well as for the cause of civil rights, and to keep from encouraging other states to write discrimination into their constitutions.


I didn't think anything could push the anxiety of the election today and Maggie's operation tomorrow into the background, but losing my keys did the trick nicely.  I've been anticipating this day with bitten nails for weeks, now I just want more time and light.

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The man is WIPING UP his own ICE CREAM SPILL

Have I gone completely crazy, or does this simple image say as much as I think it does?
I just want to go into a coma and wake up 2 weeks from now with Obama elected.  I'm so worried that the Republicans are going to steal it or worse (as my dad fears) Americans don't have the stones to elect a black president.

From this amazing set of photographs.

In case anyone thinks I'm struck by hero worship, I have to remind you: I wasn't for Obama originally.  I support him primarily because he's not a Republican.  But I've come around to believe he's a great man, and that great things will happen to this country if he's elected.  For one thing, black people will be able to realistically aspire to become president.  That's hope.  That's progress.   The fact that anyone supports McCain after his weird behavior during the first days of the financial crisis, his unconscionable nomination of Palin for running mate, and his incredibly nast campaign of lie after lie after lie scares the hell out of me.  Isn't everyone in America as sick of Republicans running the show as I am?  Secret torture prisons?  Historic financial bungling?  Groundless and aimless wars?  The greatest disparity between rich and poor since slavery?  Do these "anti-socialist" lynch mob members going to McCain rallies actually have more than a quarter million dollars of income?  Do we really want the rest of the world to continue to view us as 300 million heavily armed retards?

Ugh, I've got to stop posting before breakfast.

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