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urbpan ([personal profile] urbpan) wrote2006-10-27 08:41 am
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What a morning

For what I believe is the third time in my life, I just saw a dead body in the city. Alexis and I frequently make what seems now to be a very unfunny joke that, walking dogs in the park at night as we do, we will inevitably find a dead body. I'm always looking into the river as I walk to the train, looking to see unusual ducks, or a swimming muskrat. Instead I saw a pair of pale legs in the dark water. I stopped and stared for a while, eventually convinced that I was looking at someone's idea of a halloween prank--a partially dressed mannequin dropped into the river to scare someone like me, and waste the time of emergency responders. I actually considered for a moment, getting a long stick and dragging it out of the water, to keep someone else from wasting police time.

I struggled with it a bit, and finally called 911. When I said the words "body in the river," the officer on the line repeated them, shouting to the others in the room or on the dispatch line. "Body in the river!" I tried to stammer out that I suspected it was a prank, but the action was in place and he cut me short. I took a few steps, turned back, paused, and then walked to train platform, worried that I was going to be late for work. A man with a T uniform was there; I asked if he was a T policeman or inspector, and he said no, but I told him what was going on anyway. As I was talking to him, sirens and blue lights arrived on Longwood Ave, and I realized that they were going to have to find the body/dummy which wasn't close to a street.

I resolved to be late to work and went back into the park. In seconds there were cruisers on the path, and officers with flashlights everywhere. I found the first policeman and told him "it's over here--I called 911." An EMT caught up with me and I took him to the site. A very frightened looking man (a familiar face from the park) was there, and I was saying that I thought it was a dummy, the cop shook his head and said, "this man found a note." He explained to other officers that the man had found a backpack with what appeared to be a suicide note in or on it. It wasn't until then that I realized that it wasn't a sick prank, but that I wished that it had been. Some mother's daughter is gone.
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[identity profile] lizblackdog.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG OMG OMG!!

...and I was just reading Cotton's post about seeing the police cars and stuff out of the window and wondering what was happening!
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[identity profile] lizblackdog.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
...amd I am also sorry that happened, and sorry you had to be the one to find her, alongside my instinctive rubbernecky reaction. :(

[identity profile] nevers.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
oh, wow. that's so sad. i never know whether to call 911 in situations like this (not that i've ever seen such a thing — but i would have been uncertain). i'm glad you did.

[identity profile] punkydolly.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh shit, that's terrible. That poor girl. Did you go to work in the end? If you have a good friend there you can talk to about it, you should. A friend of mine found a body once and it was hard for him to talk about, but it really helped him when he did.
*Hugs*

[identity profile] urbpan.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm at work now. I don't really have anyone here like that, but fortunately, a friend is a nanny nearby, and brings her kid here, and she came by, so I got to unload a little bit.

We're crazy busy today for a bunch of reasons; hopefully it can distract me--but I kind of don't want to distract myself, I want to process and talk about it. :(

[identity profile] broken-angel.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry you had to see that, but at the same time I'm glad it wasn't some child playing in the park who discovered her.

[identity profile] sin-agua.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh AMEN to that.

[identity profile] holmes365.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
wow, that just sucks. Take care of yourself today. {{hugs}}

[identity profile] drocera.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh damn - what a way to start the morning. I'm so sorry - for both the family and for you.

I guess this is one halloween you won't soon forget.

[identity profile] kryptyd.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
That's very shocking! Mind yourself.

[identity profile] seaweedgirle.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry that happened to you this morning. It was a very good thing that you called 911, though.

[identity profile] octogirlie.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh how awful. I'm so sorry.

(Anonymous) 2006-10-27 01:36 pm (UTC)(link)
So sorry you had to be the one to find her. I was wondering what was going on, since I wasn't able to take my normal route to work...
Thank you for doing the "right thing".

[personal profile] miekec 2006-10-27 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
oops - that was me.

[identity profile] aroraborealis.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 01:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Eeeek. That's dreadful.

[identity profile] ankhanu.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, sorry you experienced that. You feelin' alright?

[identity profile] belen1974.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
my first thought was: what were the other two bodies you saw in the city?

and of course, i'm so sorry you had to witness that and be the one to place the call to 911. take it easy today.

[identity profile] morrigandaughtr.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, wow. So sorry.

[identity profile] jolantru.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
O_o

Ouch. :(

[identity profile] momomom.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry you and the others had to witness this, for the girl, and for her loved ones. But I thank you for taking the action you did.

[identity profile] greenminions.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Yikes. I'm really sorry. I'm glad you called and stayed to talk to the police. What were the other two times, if you feel up to sharing.

[identity profile] naturtraene.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Gosh, I have never ever seen a dead body lying anywhere in the city. I saw my grandma and my grandfather but I guess it might be horrible to see a dead body while you are taking a walk ...

[identity profile] ms-cantrell.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
oh. i am so sorry.

[identity profile] psongster.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 03:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh my goodness. I feel so sorry for you, for her, for her family, for everyone else involved.

I'm glad you wrote about this ... that's one part of the processing ... but I hope you'll be able to find opportunities to talk about it too.

[identity profile] sin-agua.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
That's awful. Poor girl. Whenever I pass over irrigation canals or washes/arroyos, I always look over, half expecting to find a body. Same thing with desert hikes - you just never know what you might find out here. Luckily, I've never stumbled upon one. But people do, all the time. Usually it's drug deals gone bad, or illegals overcome by the desert heat. It's particularly bad on the Tohono O'odham reservation.

Hope you're coping okay today.

[identity profile] by-steph.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Making those jokes didn't cause the girl to kill herself. It showed that on some level you were worried about it and it was your way of dealing with that. Your hope that it was a mannequin seems to be the same thing, hope that it wasn't a person. I'm so sorry that you had to find her. From the family's perspective, I think they would prefer that you found her in your quiet fashion rather than having this horrible situation turn into a spectacle. In Houston, I have seen injury accidents on the freeway turn into parties of spectators, gawking and pointing and laughing. That could be the worse day of somebody's life and they shouldn't have to be treated like that.

[identity profile] cottonmanifesto.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
you always see that shit on the news - people walking their dogs in the woods and discovering human remains. i always figured it'd be like that, in dogtown where someone could dump a body and nobody'd find it for years. i'd never dream it'd be right in our backyard (so to speak).

and i agree with you about the relative quiet in which it was dealt with.

[identity profile] shadowofadoubt.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
wow. crazy.

I have a really deep rooted fear of finding a dead body... I

[identity profile] wakarusa.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Jef... I'm sorry. If B were here and not at work, he would comiserate also. Even emergency folk freak out at this stuff. Suicides (and anything to do with kids) are especially bad.

[identity profile] spocks-girl.livejournal.com 2006-10-27 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
So sorry to read this. Sorry for you finding the body, sorry for the poor soul driven to desperation.

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